I had another spiritual experience today. Another confirmation that someday this journey will come to an end with the result I've been dreaming about. In a way today's experience, although less detailed, was even more surprising.
I am confused at what is going on. For years I have begged for answers and direction, and felt I have heard nothing. (Well, almost nothing.) Now it feels the flood gates have been opened. I want to pinch myself to prove it is real.
I wonder why now? Did I just get so desperate it was time for a bit of mercy? Or have these answers been there all along, and I've just been too hard-hearted to receive them...
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I'm happy for you that you are getting the answers you so desperately need. We spent 6+ years mired by infertility and it was crippling. The hopelessness, depression, crying in a heap on the floor of what should have been our baby's nursery.
We finally got some answers and we moved forward. It was what we needed to do at that time. It felt so good to finally get some direction, seriously! Here's hoping for good things in your future. I just hope they come sooner than later.
You are lucky- I feel pretty alone right now, with respect to spiritual confirmations...
I am glad that I am not the only one! I had a very clear voice tell me that this would end successfully last night as I was doing some research/soul searching. It was so clear that I actually pondered why I had wasted any of my time being doubtful. So many things fell into place for me last night. I received answers about work, investments and fertility. I have basically removed myself from the online community but feel very connected to you and your blog. I feel that I am being pulled to follow your journey by a powerful force. God bless you, you are always in my prayers.
It is so awesome how all this inspiration is coming to people about your family. I am so thankful that you let me be on this journey with you. It is so wonderful to see you happy.
What a blessing - I am thankful you received these confirmations, and hope they give you extra hope in the days to come.
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