Friday, December 3, 2010

I think I can... I think I can...

Doesn’t it always happen that the minute you write a positive, uplifting, nothing-can-stop-my-happiness post, everything in the universe conspires against you? I’m being over-dramatic here, but today I am really being tested. Really.

Baby pictures, baby talk, baby stories are running rampid right now and I can not escape.

I have to be okay with where I am right now. And grateful for the gift I’ve been given. And excited about the Christmas season.

I have to be okay!

3 comments:

Hope said...

Hang in there. That sounds like a really hard day for you. Sending you the strength to persevere.

A said...

Yah, I don't get why infertile people have to deal with gobs of other heartbreak in addition. Like we don't already have enough!!

Whitney said...

There is something about the holiday season that really brings baby stuff out of the woodwork. We had to turn off a movie and close a book because both plots snuck in some kind of unexpected baby story that had us in tears. There's just no avoiding it no matter how hard you try!

But hang in there! Sending good thoughts your way!

FAITH IN GOD MEANS HAVING FAITH IN HIS TIMING.