Friday, January 8, 2010

Oh, My! Not the Timeline!!!

Ahhh, the incorrigible timeline. Nothing has brought me so much hope, or caused so much depression as a timeline. When dreamed up and followed, a timeline offers anticipation… and expectations. When broken, these doomed expectations bring heartache and hopelessness.

Nevertheless, I have decided to throw caution to the wind and develop a timeline once more.

There are certain, specific reasons why I need to wait a bit to begin a drastic change in course. While I wait, the next six months will be spent improving myself: my spirituality, my physical well-being, my marriage, my career, my financial situation.

At the end of this, I plan to go back to Dr. Synn and take the next step.

So, right here… RIGHT NOW (barring any natural or familial disaster):

I am hereby committing to completing an infertility treatment in July/August 2010.

I meant what I said, and I said what I meant. An elephant's faithful, one hundred percent.


Savannah said...

You must be a planner like me :)
I'll start my prayers now so they have plenty of time to build up blessings for your family.

Shan said...

That is awesome. I will keep you in my prayers.

I would like to get together sometime soon. I am working on a "project" I'm not really ready to share publicly, but wanted to see what you think of it. I know you're busy and planning a trip soon, but let me know if you can grab lunch one day.

Love ya!

Christine Dallimore said...

Ohhh- I know all to well the ups and downs of a timeline! I HOPE bigger than any hope that your timeline will be one to celebrate!!!

Emily said...

I am a planner myself. I think of you often and am excited for your plan :)

JAB said...

so i just wanted to say i really appreciate your blog and it has given me hope. I am also dealing with infertility and when you said you were taking a break that was the best idea i have ever heard. Thanks for the idea I have been more peaceful in my heart!! Thanks for sharing your world with me and your experiences, helps me to know I am not alone!

Nishant said...

I will keep you in my prayers.

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